December 2011
12 posts
"Am I in love with you or am I just used to you?"
At this point, I don’t know which one it is. The only thing that I’m positive of right now, is that I need to get over you.
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Starting fresh, I really need to get my shit...
I don't know who I can trust anymore.
Besides a few of my very closest friends, I honestly don’t know who I can rely on to keep a secret. A lot of the time, I’ll feel like I can depend on someone to be there for me, but in the end they’ll just fuck me over and I’ll be back at square one. If I can truly trust you with anything and everything, you better feel damn special.
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And in time, I let go.
Letting go doesn’t mean that you’ve disappeared from my life entirely. I’ve let go of you, but yeah i do still think about you.. Alot. Just, not the same way as before. It just means that i’ve decided i’m ready to get up and move on.
I admit, I can be a real bitch sometimes.
If you mess with me or my friends, I swear.. Shit’s going down.
High expectations.
Please don’t expect too much of me, I’m only human. I really hate seeing the disappointment on your face when I can’t match your high standards, I’m sorry that I’m not perfect.
And just when I finally start to get over you.
You somehow reappear in my life. A single text from you is all it takes to make my heart start fluttering nonstop all over again. And it’s hard, because I know that for you, I’m just a number in your phone that you can hit up without any special feelings.
It sucks that you don't like me back, because we...
Let's start over.
No bullshit, no bad memories, nothing. I just want a fresh start.
That crushing moment when you realize it's time to...